Just because i look different
just because im not skinny
just because i hate Justin bieber and the Jonas brothers
and i prefer Beethoven and drawing and actually LEARNING something at school
it doesn't give you the right to punish me, to call me names.
It doesn't give you the right to look down upon me.


Yesterday, I was on the bus. As courtesy I always let the girls that sit across from me go first. They went, and just as I was about to get off the bus, a boy cut me off, practically shoving me back into my seat. He and his friends laughed at me.

I'm constantly made fun of in history because I know so much, and yet people come to me for answers on worksheets and dittos.

But today, im at my breaking point. I was walking home, minding my own business, listening to music, and a car full of senior boys drove by and threw water bottles at me. I was extremely wet, and cold, and uncomfortable the rest of the walk home.
They didn't even know me.

Im done. Im fucking DONE. I dont want ANY of you to tell me how 'great' i am, because honestly im NOT. I just want one thing: tell me why. Why the hell am i constantly mocked and rideculed when all they ever see me doing is listening, writing, or drawing?
Because I look different? Is that it? Does my TMNT shirt scare them that much? because last time i checked half the girls in the school were wearing them.

I hate people.
I hate high school.
I hate all of them.
Im moving to CANADA the first chance I get!